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by J. Budziszewski
Zack lifted his knuckles to knock. Seeing that I
was already facing the open door, he let them
drop. "Hello! I guess you must have heard me
coming."
"No, I was just wool-gathering." I gestured
toward a book that I'd been thinking about.
"Come in."
He sat down heavily and let his backpack
slide to the floor. For a few moments he was
silent. "Professor Theophilus," he said finally,
"I'm not educated."
I considered him and smiled. "No, Zack, that
you aren't."
"How did you get educated?"
"Becoming educated is a lifelong journey. I
don't consider myself educated."
"Maybe so, but you're a lot more educated
than I am."
"I've also been at it much longer."
"I'm beginning to think I haven't been at it at
all," he said.
"That sounds ominous. What do you mean?"
"You said becoming educated is a lifelong
journey. But I'm not even becoming
educated."
"You're not struggling in your classes, are
you?"
"No. Gradewise, I'm fine."
"I didn't think so. Are outside troubles
weighing you down?"
"You mean like not having money for tuition,
or my mom getting sick or breaking up with a
girlfriend or something?"
I nodded. "Or something."
He shook his head. "Nothing like that. It's just
that -- well -- I thought education was
supposed to be more than job training."
"It is."
"Maybe so, but you couldn't tell from me. The
job training part is going fine. But the
education part just doesn't seem to be
happening. It's all such a waste of time. Take
this philosophy course I had last semester."
"I'm listening."
"At first I was excited because the professor
talked about 'the great questions,' but after a
couple of months I realized that he didn't
believe there are any answers. Or take my
elective on renaissance drama."
"Go on."
"I thought we'd read plays by great authors
like Shakespeare and learn what they were
trying to say. But the teacher said you can
never find out what an author is trying to say,
and that you can't learn anything by reading
that you don't already know. So I asked myself,
what's the use?"
"Sounds like you had a couple of poor
teachers. But tell me what you mean by
becoming educated."
"Well -- I know this sounds silly -- but I mean
becoming wise."
"That doesn't sound silly at all," I said. "The
beginning of wisdom is this: Get wisdom, and
whatever you get, get insight. She will place on
your head a fair garland; she will bestow on
you a beautiful crown."
"Proverbs, right? I don't mean that I was silly
to want wisdom, Professor Theophilus.
I only mean that I was silly to think I could get it
in college."
"It would be silly to imagine that secular
scholars are laboring to find God's truth. But
they can't help stumbling across some of it.
God has things for you to learn even at the
secular university."
"I wish I could believe that."
"Don't be so gloomy. Your situation is much
easier than Daniel's, for instance."
"The biblical Daniel? How does he come into
this?"
"Don't you know the story?"
He looked sheepish. "When I was a kid in
Sunday School I learned about the den of
lions. That's all I know."
"Well, now you're grown up, so when you go
home today, read the book for yourself. Read it
as history, because that's what it is. After the
Babylonians conquered Judah, they brought
young men of the Judean nobility to their own
capital as captives. These young men were to
be trained in Babylonian language and
literature for three years, then taken into the
Babylonian royal service. No doubt some of
them lost the heritage of the faith, and
assimilated completely into Babylonian
culture. But others, like Daniel and his three
companions, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah,
managed to acquire the best of Babylonian
learning and yet hold onto the word of God.
With His divine illumination on their studies,
they eventually outdid their own teachers,
passed dangerous tests, and found ways to
serve the Lord even as strangers in a strange
land."
"Sometimes I feel that this whole university is
a strange land."
"You should, because it is. Every land short of
heaven is a strange land."
"That's what I mean."
"But Zack, Daniel and his companions were
in a far stranger land than you are. Though it
isn't the same as Christianity, Western
civilization has been leavened by the Gospel
for centuries. Your teachers are the
custodians of a great deal more truth than
many of them recognize. If Daniel and his
companions could glean wisdom even in the
Babylonian 'state university,' then surely you
can glean wisdom in this one."
"That's what I want, Professor Theophilus. But
that's just what I haven't been getting. How do I
get it? How can I actually be educated?"
"Before we talk about college, suppose I
begin with advice about the attainment of
wisdom that I would give to any young
Christian, whether in college or out of it.
Wisdom is a calling for every believer."
"Okay. Fire away."
"The first thing is that you have to plan
to acquire wisdom. You can't just expect it to
happen to you."
He sighed. "That was my mistake when I
came here to Post-Everything State. I thought it
would just happen, and it didn't. But how do I
plan for it?"
"One important thing is to know what you're
looking for. Speaking very generally, you want
to learn three things about the world that God
has made: How to tell the good and holy from
the bad and unholy, how to tell the true from
the false, and how to tell the beautiful from the
ugly. A lot of people laugh at this way of putting
it, because they think that holiness, truth and
beauty are matters of personal preference.
That's a false sophistication. Holiness for me
has to be the same as holiness for you,
because there is only one God, and both of us
were made for Him. Truth for me has to be the
same as truth for you, because there is only
one reality, and He put both of us into it. And
so on. Do you get it?"
"Yes. You're saying that the good and the true
and the beautiful are things I can really learn,
really come to know. Didn't Plato say
something like that? But he was a pagan."
"Yes, even some of the pagans grasped this,
and yes, Plato was one of them. Now another
important thing is to remember that you can't
separate how you think from how you live."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that if you want to understand the
good, the true and the beautiful, then you can't
live a God-forsaken, false and ugly life. The
two go hand in hand. You may be able to learn
certain technical skills without living properly,
but you can't attain wisdom without living
properly."
"Does that work the other way around too?"
"Sure. The more wisdom you attain, the
better you will know how to live."
"But then I have a problem, don't I? If I don't
have any wisdom to begin with, then I won't
know how to live; if I don't know how to live,
then I won't live right; and if I don't live right,
then I can't get wisdom."
I laughed. "It's not as hopeless as that, Zack.
You have a little store of wisdom
already, if only you listen to it. Everyone does;
God has seen to that. So live by it. Just as you
were taught when you were small, always do
what you know to be your duty, and never do
what you know to be wrong. If you live
according to the little bit of wisdom you have
already, you'll be well-prepared to gain more."
"I guess that makes sense."
"The third important thing to remember is that
becoming wise is like becoming fit. This has
two parts. Part one. How should you eat if you
want to become healthy?"
"I guess you should eat nourishing food, and
stay away from junk food and drugs."
"Right. So what should you 'take in' if you want
to be wise?"
"I see what you're getting at. My godparents
made me memorize this when I was a kid:
'Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is
noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure,
whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable -- if
anything is excellent or praiseworthy -- think
about such things.' Right?"
"Right. Paul wrote that to the Christians at
Philippi. He wrote it to explain what we should
feast our minds, our thoughts, our
imaginations on, and what not to waste our
time on. To give just two simple examples,
read wise books and hang around wise
people; lay off the MTV and dump the friends
who drag you down."
"You said your point had two parts. What's the
other part?"
"Just continue the analogy. How should you
treat your muscles if you want them to become
strong?"
"Exercise them, I suppose. Stretch them.
Make them work."
"Right. Do you see where I'm going with this?"
"Sorry. Not this time."
"I mean don't just feed your wisdom, exercise
it. Don't just read wise books, read books
wiser than you are -- books that
stretch your wisdom."
"But if they're so far beyond me, how can I tell
whether they're wise or not? I won't even
understand them, will I?"
"Do like long-distance runners do."
"What?"
"A runner makes sure he has good coaches
and trainers -- people who know what is and
isn't good exercise, and can guide him. Then
he paces himself. He doesn't start right in with
a 30-kilometer marathon. Instead he starts
light, but every day runs a little further. He
builds himself up. Now do you understand
me?"
"I think so. By good coaches or trainers you
mean -- would you say good mentors?"
"Right. Including not only good spiritual and
moral mentors but good intellectual mentors."
"Do you think I can actually find good mentors
at a school like this one?"
"Zack, there are much wiser teachers
here than the two you described. Of course
there are worse ones too. You have to put
more care into the search. Don't choose
teachers just because their classes fit your
schedule, or because you think their courses
won't be too difficult. Find the wisest and best.
And then get to know them; haunt their office
hours and learn whatever you can from them."
"Okay."
"By the way, don't assume that a teacher is
wise just because he's a Christian, either. Not
all Christian students have learned to think
like Christians; neither have all Christian
scholars. Some have merely 'baptized' the
world-view of the surrounding secular society.
So exercise all the discernment you can. The
wiser you become yourself, of course, the
sharper your discernment will become."
"I get you. But would you explain your other
point? You said something about starting with
a mile run but running a little further every day,
and there you lost me."
"Take the books you read. When you choose
them, you shouldn't start with books that are
so far beyond your wisdom that you're
completely lost, but with books that are only a
little beyond your wisdom. Built yourself
up, just like the runner."
"But there are thousands and thousands of
books. Where do I start?"
"Once upon a time, colleges and universities
tried to answer that question. They put a lot of
care into developing core curricula -- lists of
great books that everyone would study, no
matter what their major."
"We don't have that here, do we?"
I sighed. "No, we don't. A generation ago the
core curriculum at Post-Everything State
University was watered down into 'distribution'
requirements -- 'Take a little of this and a little
of that, we don't care what, no one knows why.'
But you can find mentors to guide you in
curriculum choice, too."
"Are there any good books or websites about
that?"
"How about a website with books?" I
scrawled a web address on a slip and
pushed it across the desk to Zack. "You'll find
some resources here from the Intercollegiate
Studies Institute -- a lot of good advice
and about curriculum and the great books,
and even a set of online guides to the major
academic disciplines. Unusually good ones."
"I've never heard of it. Is it a Christian
organization?"
"No, but most of its advice makes sense from
a Christian perspective, too. Personally I
would change very little."
Zack looked at the slip. "If I try all these things
you've suggested, can I talk with you
sometimes about what I'm studying?"
"That's what I'm here for. And I can suggest
some other faculty too."
"Well, thanks." Zack took a deep breath and
rose to go. "I was feeling pretty low when I
came in today. But maybe I can get an
education after all."
"Of course you can, if you work at it. 'Wisdom
cries aloud in the street; in the markets she
raises her voice; on the top of the walls she
cries out; at the entrance of the city gates she
speaks.'"
Zack turned at the door and gave me a
puzzled look.
I smiled. "That just means that Lady Wisdom
is hard to miss. If you really want to meet her,
it's not hard to find her house."
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