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The other day I ran across one of those stories that just
makes me — well, let me tell the story before I finish that
sentence.
Here's the story: At Northern Kentucky University, a
professor led 10 or so students from her Contemporary British
Literature class in a vandalism raid. Their target: a display of
400 crosses commemorating victims of abortion, set up by
pro-life students (with the university's permission) on a hill in
front of the local Fine Arts Building. This so enraged the prof,
one Sally Jacobsen, that she and her students not only ripped up
the crosses but, in an extra burst of spite, scattered them to
trash cans all across the area — "to make it harder," she said,
for the display to be recovered.
That's the story, shorn of a few details. (For the record, the
professor is facing legal charges.) Now back to my reactions to
the story — and there are a couple of reactions, actually.
My first reaction is just to marvel at the whole thing. I
always wonder: Do the Jacobsens of the world actually imagine
they're impressing anyone, much less winning converts to their
cause? Don't they know they're just making themselves look like,
simply, jerks? Don't they know they're discrediting themselves
and alienating people from their cause in the process? I know, I
know, they have their motives, like anger or peer pressure or a
pathetic craving for attention. But honestly, it's just so
stupid.
Still, my chief reaction to this sort of thing isn't anger. It's
nostalgia. It takes me back to a similar experience I had, which
started out ugly but turned into one of the most beautiful and
heartwarming experiences I've ever had.
About a decade ago, my church also put up a pro-life
display of crosses, only on a larger scale: 4,000 of them on our
church grounds, with a sign explaining that they signified the
number of abortions in America each day. We didn't invent the
display — it was already traveling the country under various
names, like The Cemetery of the Innocents or (in our case) The
Witness of the Crosses. All we did was add a large banner above
it all emblazoned with the words Jesus Heals and
Forgives. We thought that was crucial. The crosses were
intended as a powerful, conscience-stirring visual reminder of
God's Law. But those whose hearts were convicted needed also
to hear the consolation of the Gospel.
For the 50 or so of us who put up the crosses, setting up
the display took several hours. But it's easier to destroy than to
build, so the next night, a group of vandals probably didn't take
nearly so long to tear the whole thing down — though they
found a little extra time to spray-paint our signs with the slogan
"pro-choice." As far as they were concerned, the Witness of the
Crosses had to end in a hurry.
Instead, the Witness of the Crosses was just
beginning.
When the next day rolled around and we discovered the
vandals' handiwork, we put out the word to the media, both
secular (newspaper, radio, TV) and the local Christian radio
station. The display was going back up the next day, we said,
and though it was a weekday, any volunteers who wanted to
help us on their lunch hour would be much appreciated.
They showed up — 200-plus of them. So did several media
folk, once again: We even got a live TV broadcast on one noon
news show. (As a spokesman for the organizers, I learned
something about the pace of live TV: I had to answer four
questions in about 90 seconds.) It was all very rewarding, and all
of us organizers came away feeling good about the positive
publicity. Maybe, we hoped, some more people would come
away with a favorable view of the pro-life message, which didn't
always get the best press. If that was all that happened, we
would've felt it was all worth while.
But then the really rewarding stuff began.
That day, the local newspaper ran a front-page photo of
one of the church members hammering a cross back into the
ground. That member happened to be me. Imagine my surprise,
then, to learn that shortly afterward a woman called the church
looking for me — under the (mistaken ) impression that I
worked there — because she'd been considering abortion and
wanted someone to show her an alternative.
Happily, she ended up talking not to me but to the pastor,
who was far better equipped as a counselor than I would have
been.
They talked, and talked some more. And in the end, he got
her to the local, Christian-run crisis-pregnancy center. I never
met this woman, but from all I was told, her baby's life was
saved — and, in a real sense, so was hers. I'd never felt so
exhilarated. A human life! God used us — He used me —
to save a life, and maybe also a soul.
I was still feeling the thrill a few days later when I was on
the church grounds putting up a handful of crosses that had
fallen not to vandals, but to a stiff wind. A woman driving by
spotted me and pulled into the parking lot, asking if I had
anything to do with the display. She had a story of her own to
tell.
This woman (call her Mrs. Smith though I never knew her
name) was a public school counselor who knew a girl in trouble.
The girl (about 15, as I recall) was pregnant for the second time,
and just as she did the previous time, she was going to have an
abortion. Then she saw the Witness of the Crosses while riding
by on the school bus — and she couldn't get it out of her
mind.
So she went to Mrs. Smith and spilled her heart. Is it true,
she asked; Does abortion really take a baby's life? As a public
school counselor, Mrs. Smith wasn't supposed to comment; but
as a Christian, she couldn't live with herself if she didn't speak
her convictions. Yes, she said; it's
true.
As it turned out, Mrs. Smith was only saying what the girl
already knew deep down. I was going to get
an abortion, the girl confessed, but when I saw all
those crosses — did her voice break when she said it, or
was it just Mrs. Smith's voice broke as she told me the story? —
I just couldn't go through with it.
Mrs. Smith had already decided she knew what she had to
do. She took the girl to the crisis-pregnancy center. Anyone's
notion of public-school "separation of church and state" be
hanged; once again, there were lives, and souls, at stake.
That made two such cases that I'd learned of, in just a few
days.
And we still weren't done. Days later, I learned
of a third case along similar lines: A church mate who'd written a
letter to the paper about the cross incident was contacted by yet
another desperate pregnant girl seeking help. He and his wife
also knew what to do, and by now you know what happened:
They helped the girl to the crisis pregnancy center and in the
end, a third baby was born.
Three lives saved, three mothers saved. In a few days. And
that's just the number I knew about! Who knows how many more
were saved? If I knew of this many, I've always
believed that there must have been others, perhaps lots of
them.
To know that God did all that with our few hours of work is
wonderful enough. How much more wonderful, though, to know
how much He did with the work of the vandals.
The happy memory has stayed with me for a long time, and
doubtless will far longer: For years afterward, when seeing a
child playing in a park, I've often thought "for all I know, that
could be one of 'ours.'" You can get a lot of joy and
nourishment out of a thought like that.
The memory usually also brings another memory, a biblical
one. In Genesis, Joseph is sold into slavery by his jealous
brothers only to have God lift him to a position of power in
Egypt, where he (enlightened by visions from the Lord)
implements policies that save people from a vast famine.
Encountering his now-contrite brothers later in life, he assures
them he has no plans to take revenge, for he has seen the
bigger picture. "You intended to harm me," he says in Gen. 50:20,
"but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being
done, the saving of many lives."
I hope some day certain vandals can hear those same words
— and understand what they really mean.
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