What is it like turning away from God and then getting back on track?
I hope you don’t think that I’m nosy or just looking for something juicy. But what I really want is some real, actual evidence of what really turning away from God is really like, and what it takes to get back on the track, and what that’s like too.
It’s a good thing you’re not looking for something juicy, because it wasn’t like that. But for what it’s worth, you’re welcome to read the short version of my personal testimony, “Escape from Nihilism.” If you’d rather read a longer, more philosophical version, look up the book Why I Am a Christian: Leading Thinkers Explain Why They Believe, edited by Norman L. Geisler and Paul K. Hoffman, and read my chapter “Why I Am Not an Atheist.”
Your problem isn’t unusual, although different people get into spiritual declines for different reasons. My own path out of faith, which lasted for a dozen years or so, began in a drift, not a flight. The most important piece of advice that I can give is to remember that there is no such thing as a solitary Christian; we are made for communion with our brothers and sisters in the faith. A lot of the reasons for drift are reflected in the Office Hours article “Cloud of Unbelief.” I also give practical advice about how not to drift in How to Stay Christian in College.
Grace and peace,
Copyright 2005 Professor Theophilus. All rights reserved.
About the Author
Professor J. Budziszewski is the author of more than a dozen books, including How to Stay Christian in College, Ask Me Anything, Ask Me Anything 2, What We Can’t Not Know: A Guide, and The Line Through the Heart. He teaches government and philosophy at the University of Texas, Austin.