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Fear and Femininity

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How we, as women, respond to fear is critical. It will either perpetuate bondage in our lives or unleash freedom.

I was 9 years old when I got the pep-talk of all womanly pep-talks from my mama.

A bike race down a steep hill ended when I lost control of my pink, banana-seated cycle and landed face first on the pavement. There was blood. I heard the word “stitches” and began to cry.

When we got to the E.R., my mom took me to the ladies’ room to clean me up as best she could. When I saw my bloody reflection in the mirror, I began to shake. That’s when Mama spoke words that have defined my understanding of womanhood. “We’re women,” she said. “The sight of blood doesn’t scare us. We’re used to seeing it, and we’re the ones who bandage wounds in battle.” When my mom equated strength to femininity, my spirit surged, and suddenly bearing my bloody chin bravely became a badge of womanhood.

Throughout my life, mama did a great job of sharing the stories of brave women in my history. Women who survived abuse, women who started businesses, women who stood up for the underdogs. Courage became as fused into feminine identity as compassion, gentleness and kindness.

In the last decade or so, culture has been heavy handed in its take on female strength. We perpetuate icons of sensual power and competitive ambition that are supposed to signal that we’ve arrived in the marketplace, on the battlefront and in our autonomy, yet it’s done little to cultivate true courage.

When walking in the gym’s parking lot at night, when confronting an aggressive individual, when giving a presentation in a room full of critics, the accomplishments of feminism do not prepare me to face danger. They don’t equip me with wisdom nor keep me calm and confident under stress. Plenty of modern women still spend their lives paralyzed or bullied by fear in all its forms.

Single women seem to have to face fear more frequently. When you hear something in the night, there is no one to inspect the situation with a bat in hand, but you.

But fear is an ever-present reality for all of us because the world is broken, and we are acquainted with it. We know that it lurks in picket-fenced cul-de-sacs as well as it does in brick-clad, inner-city projects. Evil is a main character on primetime dramas as well as the on the morning headlines.

Lately, I’ve been experiencing fear tingle down my spine when coming home late at night and when facing looming deadlines at work. It’s in those times that I remind myself that I come from a long line of brave women, and cowardice is not in my DNA.

But when courage really surges within me, it’s when I remember the simple yet profound truth that God is good and loving. I can trust Him to protect me from danger and restore me when tragedy strikes.

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear though the earth gives way, though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam, though the mountains tremble at its swelling (Psalm 46:1-3).

The courage of my foremothers is ultimately not about prowess in danger, but in their resilient spirits that look a lot like what is described in the Bible as a gift from God: “For God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and a sound mind” (1 Timothy 1:7).

How we, as women, respond to fear is critical. It will either perpetuate bondage in our lives or unleash freedom. It will make us victims, or it will drape us in strength and dignity (Proverbs 31:25).

When contemplating your 401K, navigating through a rough part of town, or leading a demanding project at work, how will you reject fear and embrace the power, love and a sound mind that are God’s good gifts to you?

Copyright 2013 Ivette Alegira. All rights reserved. 

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